Friday and other things

I started tearing up on the bus after school on friday.

I really thought I'd burst out crying.

I've been especially worried lately about my future. At My age I shouldn't even be thinking about it!

This is getting stupid, I keep wondering if I'll hav like a decent job and apartment.

And I've still got a just under a year till this really will start to worry me but I keep freaking out that next year I won't pass NCEA :\

That's actually been on my mind a lot this past month.

I feel like I don't get up to enough, every weekend I'm at home. doing nothing.like usual.

I feel as if I should be getting up to all sorts of shit with my best friends cause you're only young once and shit. Jeeeeesus.

This is bullshit. COMPLETE BULLSHITTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

I REAAALLLY HATE THIS RIGHT NOW I WANT TO SCREAM HAHAHAHA

I think i'm going crazy.

no, more like insane.... yeah, insane.

I want to blog every day now. I love this. I can vent and say whatever, I usually have a loooottt of shit to say. oh neat.

Bordem

First Blog. Hmm, this is going to be interesting... Okay, this is such a stupid first post but whatevs.

Homework

Why is there such a thing?

It's been bugging me more than it ever has in my school life so far, I keep forgetting about it for every class. Most of my teachers mention it each lesson "You have until tomorrow morning to hand in your homework, no excuses."

I wish they'd stop with the bullshit, they know not everyones going to hand it in as most of us cant be fucked and have better things to do, haven't they gotten the message that no-one likes it and even the teachers couldn't be arsed to give us a mark for it.

It also annoys me so much when we get homework, or assignments, to do over weekends - OUR 'DAY OFF' if you'd call it - when we could be relaxing and doing what we want instead of keeping up with this schedule we only look at during the weekdays.

Even parents think its a waste of time but the 'board of trustees' or what not think otherwise. Do they want us to get even more stressed when we have to study for exams or end of semester tests.

Im not sure. Bleh.